An opening in Heaven,
If she fell to Hell.
A plan to get in,
"I love you" he must sell.
He dreams sweetly,
Nightmares victim she becomes.
For he hears angels whispers,
And to her the Devil hums.
Blood on his hands,
Scars on her back.
He blames her,
For the wings that she lacks.
As he rose above,
She slowly fell.
Sharing a brief moment,
Before she enters Hell.
I barely sleep,
Lost in thought so deep.
I barely eat,
I can’t even stand on my own feet.
I barely feel,
Not sure what is real.
I barely speak,
I am my own worst critique.
I barely exist,
With each cut on my wrist.
I’m barely alive,
No reason to survive.
I’m barley holding on,
This round you have won.
Same thing every night,
Lie myself down in bed.
Wishing for sleep to come,
Before my mind wonders.
My hands roam beside me,
Searching for your hand.
My ears listening,
Desiring the sound of your heartbeat.
My mind wonders,
With thoughts of you.
My heart races,
With thoughts of you.
Through my eyes,
Memories leak.
Fighting to hold back,
Every emotion bursting though.
Drowning myself,
With thoughts of you.
Till I drift off,
Finding my escape.
My escape shortly lived,
Heart taking over again.
Never letting me free,
From thoughts of you.
Self-torture,
Endless hope,
Craving inside,
All for one thing.
Touch, my desire,
My life support.
Bar
Unspoken,
yet seen.
The heart,
kept unseen.
A fragile heart,
iron lined to protect,
against the world,
and all the neglect.
On her lips,
residue lay.
Words once said,
In her mind on replay.
In her eyes,
emotions hide,
Never seen,
until cried.
Down her check,
millions of words roll.
Rushing down,
with no control.
One action,
thousand unspoken.
To keep her heart,
From being broken.
An opening in Heaven,
If she fell to Hell.
A plan to get in,
"I love you" he must sell.
He dreams sweetly,
Nightmares victim she becomes.
For he hears angels whispers,
And to her the Devil hums.
Blood on his hands,
Scars on her back.
He blames her,
For the wings that she lacks.
As he rose above,
She slowly fell.
Sharing a brief moment,
Before she enters Hell.
I barely sleep,
Lost in thought so deep.
I barely eat,
I can’t even stand on my own feet.
I barely feel,
Not sure what is real.
I barely speak,
I am my own worst critique.
I barely exist,
With each cut on my wrist.
I’m barely alive,
No reason to survive.
I’m barley holding on,
This round you have won.
Same thing every night,
Lie myself down in bed.
Wishing for sleep to come,
Before my mind wonders.
My hands roam beside me,
Searching for your hand.
My ears listening,
Desiring the sound of your heartbeat.
My mind wonders,
With thoughts of you.
My heart races,
With thoughts of you.
Through my eyes,
Memories leak.
Fighting to hold back,
Every emotion bursting though.
Drowning myself,
With thoughts of you.
Till I drift off,
Finding my escape.
My escape shortly lived,
Heart taking over again.
Never letting me free,
From thoughts of you.
Self-torture,
Endless hope,
Craving inside,
All for one thing.
Touch, my desire,
My life support.
Bar
Unspoken,
yet seen.
The heart,
kept unseen.
A fragile heart,
iron lined to protect,
against the world,
and all the neglect.
On her lips,
residue lay.
Words once said,
In her mind on replay.
In her eyes,
emotions hide,
Never seen,
until cried.
Down her check,
millions of words roll.
Rushing down,
with no control.
One action,
thousand unspoken.
To keep her heart,
From being broken.
My love,
I question how the hell I let you waltz into my life over and over again.
I swore to my self that I would never speak to you again,
I wanted you out of my life for good,
and yet here we are.
I swore all those feelings would be swallowed with my pride,
I wanted to store all of those feelings and memories till the day I died,
and yet here I am sitting here in a pool full of new and old feelings.
How did I let this happen?
Why did this happen?
If I had the chance to stop this would I?
This bond is stronger than anything I have ever experienced,
even after all these years,
it is stronger now than ever.
This bond has been te
I simply want to move away,
I just don't want to stay here.
Anchored down here to decay,
Trying to find myself a distraction.
I want to wish myself to fade,
Is all I am going to do is fail.
In my heart I want to pervade,
I don't want to be doomed wail.
I just don't have no one to endear,
A single hope drowning in starlight.
And why should my mind disappear,
Choosing the words to save the night.
Illusion-ed trust, distrust our purity,
I know what is in my heart and soul.
All I feel in my soul is surety,
I want to make my wounded heart whole.
Hiding behind a mask by MyLoveForYouEternity, literature
Literature
Hiding behind a mask
Hiding the hurt, Hiding the pain.
Hiding the tears, that fall like rain.
Hiding the emotions, that no one can see.
How can I control these urges tonight?
Hiding the smile, that I can no longer feel.
Hiding the pain, that no one can see.
Hiding the urges, that make me want to harm.
How can I control myself from where I used to be?
Hiding the mask, that once was a true smile.
Hiding the tears, that flood down my face.
Hiding the happiness, that buries me now with sadness.
How can I control the pain I feel?
Hiding the scars, that Ive done to myself.
Hiding the memories, that ruined my life.
Hiding the panic, that I now feel.
How can I control
Unspoken,
yet seen.
The heart,
kept unseen.
A fragile heart,
iron lined to protect,
against the world,
and all the neglect.
On her lips,
residue lay.
Words once said,
In her mind on replay.
In her eyes,
emotions hide,
Never seen,
until cried.
Down her check,
millions of words roll.
Rushing down,
with no control.
One action,
thousand unspoken.
To keep her heart,
From being broken.
bite my tongue, or say goodbye by ABDEMONHEART, literature
Literature
bite my tongue, or say goodbye
She can't be as wonderful as you thought...
Right?
She was my friend.
My best friend.
I loved her.
I sat on her lap while i was texting her,
Hoping no one would see.
I realized i loved her.
When we were at a sleep over she slept...
with her head on my stomach.
She took me to another room and told me that she loved me.
I said i loved her too and we kissed each others cheeks.
Later on she broke up with me.
I felt hopeless. Ugly. Rejected. Stupid. Horrible. Not worth it.
Cause while she said it first, i thought it first.
We became friends again but,
I had to help her with her new girlfriends problems.
I held it in. I was in pain. I was hurti
I still love you... by MyLoveForYouEternity, literature
Literature
I still love you...
I think of you as a friend,
but not only that I thought of you as a lover.
I blew this by chance,
when I didnt know what love truly was.
I think of you always,
wishing you were still with me.
But I blew this like always,
I do still truly care.
You will always be my lover,
you will always be a friend of mine.
The distance was the hardest of all,
If you were near, I'd still be with you.
I'll always love you,
even if things arent always right.
You were the best there ever was,
but I screwed up when I walked away from you.
I am a easy going gal who loves fun and willing to try anything once! ive had ups and downs in life but we all have. so i try to enjoy life, ignore drama, adn have fun with family, and friends. though is gets hard when life throws everything it can in my face. Those are the days when I want to just be gone, but instead I try my hardest to just express my anger and hurt and feelings through my photos and poems.
Favourite Movies
all horror films adn comady and kiddie movies, like dead tone, jeff dunham, mirrors, adn sherk and many more
Favourite TV Shows
big bang therory, 2 and a half men, that's 70s show, duck dynasty
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
papa roach, akon, emeinem, reba, etc. any thing really
Sorry I haven't been posting for like ever guys! I now any of you are probably bumped not seeing my work. But with full time school and two jobs I haven't had a chance to do my poetry or photography :(
Went home for a day and been back to my current home for two days now and am homesick beyond belief. :( The first time I left I did it because I was trying to run from things that happen but after going back for a day and seeing my old friends i realized i want to go back :( The memories over flooded me. Any ideas on how to get over home sickness?? Cause all i want to do is go to sleep or jump in a car or bike or something and go home and disappear from the world back home :(
I think it's best to leave you be since you and everyone else doesn't seem to be thrilled to even acknowledge anything I do. Then again nobody does because everyone these days aren't real to begin with. Be safe and take care.